just one of those days

i am having one of those days where i don't see the point in much of anything. my work feels big. my apartment feels small and dirty. i want a hot plate of good home cooked food. some clean lounging clothes and a good movie on the TV. i want my babe to be feeling better and snuggled on the sofa with me, or playing with her toys. i miss the south. i miss the yard, the trees, yelling at the cats about getting into things, checking my mailbox.

i've come to the discovery that so much of what i had made out to be *such* a big deal is not. but now i've got to push through witht the choices i've made and hope thigns will get better.