Saturday, January 26, 2008

no MOTOvation

i don't know why i felt the need to misspell the word motivation, but the fact is maybe i don't even know what it means anymore... because i have 0 in the motivation field. i've been going to class, teaching, doing the work, but just am not motivated...so do i really lack motivation or is this something else?

Things I know......
1. I miss things I know (stores, food, people, trees, houses, roads)
2. I'm not SUPER excited about my work right now...just feeling a bit of a lull about everything
3. I know I have a lot of work to get done and to get on track with my program, but I'm just not so sure how I see it all happening....I think I need some help in figuring out this maze

Things I don't know.....
1. What kind of major progect I want to think about
2. How to continue to exercise and eat well
3. How to think about having another babe...or when to think about it might be a better way of saying it

What do you do when your in cruise-control?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

im confident you know #2