sunday nites

sunday nites have always been hard for me. i don't exactly know why, but i think it has something to do with the fact that as a child i once had to go to the emergency room on a sunday nite. it was late, cold, and dark outside. the er was warm, white, and bright. i'd been suffering with stomach pains that would not cease (later, about a year later, we found out i had a spastic colon). but i think for the longest time i've just associated sunday nites with that one evening in particular. sometimes it really bothers me, and other times it doesn't.