Friday, September 1, 2006

putting it into context

I feel like i have to put my last post into context, to be fair to myself and others.

1. Yes, I was admitted into a PhD program but didn't go because my MIL got sick and I got pregnant. My own choice and one I do not regret.

2. Maybe I don't regret number one, but in some ways do I regeret not going to school earlier?

3. I am sick of the bull-ish that goes on in school. And I think more than anything I just need to get away.

4. I'm tired of myself.

5. I'm sad, I miss talking to my grandma who would have been able to solve all of my problems and I would be feeling much better by now.

6. I don't have the focus on school that I used to.

7. Sometimes I wish I did have the focus, or the ability to do things other than the stuff I've got not.

8. I don't know who I am.

9. Do you think I'm crazy?

1 comment:

Tree of Knowledge said...

Not crazy, but maybe depressed. You know you've got 2 things to deal with that makes most people depressed--baby (post-partum) and death of a loved one. My advice is to call your doctor and talk to him/her and see what's going on.